1-6-08

I met with James on Thursday. We talked a little about the cutting and how my family reacted to it. James thinks that the way my family treated me was worse than the cutting. I actually think so too. James asked me if i thought only weird, bad people cut, no one normal does? I said yes, because that is what i think, but it isn't true. It was the first time that someone told me that I wasn't bad for doing it. It was my way to deal with things & I just need to learn a better way to deal with it all.