I have a few too many things going on right now. I don't think life is ever going to slow down!
For the 4th of July we went down to my parents house. It times it is still hard sleeping in THAT room. After all these years of counseling, I've learned how to push past it. THAT room, the one we sleep in, I grew up in it... I woke up to my sister screaming that my mom had died, thinking it was a nightmare in there... I watched Jack in there. Too many things happened in THAT room. It was my room when I finally moved out. I shouldn't of been surprised that the same day I moved out they immediately switched it to their dream guest room!
I'm not sure what triggered it, but our first night visiting I was hit with a lot of guilt for something I have done in the past. I am anxious and very nervous to talk to my bishop about it. I just want it to be over and done with!
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