Anxiety Attack!

The last time I had an anxiety attack was at least 6 months ago! Today I was reminded WHY I quit my job and that I need to stop taking 100% of all orders. I've cut back a lot, but I have still been doing orders for friends and family and such. I need to stop. No more orders, not one!

I had someone I know ask me to do an order with 3 days notice. Okay, no problem. It  came down to the wire and they ended up giving me the dimensions and design they needed the day of. They dropped it off at 10 am and planned on pick it up at 3 pm. 5 hours, really no problem! I started working on it, took my daughter to school, went to get a soda, came home and continued to work on it, went to pick up my daughter from school, and continued to work on it every second. It was not working like I had hoped. Tiny letters = nightmare! I just needed 16 pieces. I ended up cutting like 50! No joke!

The problem causing the anxiety has been over for 5 minutes now, yet I can still feel the knots in my stomach. I can still feel the intense anxiety inside me. Even though it's over my hands are still almost shaking! 

And now our dog ran away! Ugggg. Heaven help me!